Wednesday, February 07, 2024

My Immigration Reform Plan

 Right after the 2022 election I contacted each of my congress reps with a bi-partisan idea. 

Rep. Payne - Criminal reform that only punishes the officers who actually are problems and not all officers. 

Senator Booker - He's known in my area for having used charter schools to improve education as the Newark mayor. So, I said to make pre-school part of the public school system like kindergarten in. It helps solve the childcare crisis. To get republican support, including funding for charter schools. 

But my only successful idea was the one I have been the most persistent about. Senator Menendez at the time was the chair of the senate foreign affairs committee. After several calls and emails over time, later including senator Booker in this idea. We have the Border bill up for a vote today. It's mostly either my ideas or modified versions of it. 

My idea was in two parts:

1. Add new border checkpoints where people are entering anyway. Homeland security knows where these places are. Give them more opportunities to claim asylum making it legal. This also means more border agents. 

2. A new temporary visa they can get at the border so they can work anywhere in the country legally and be tracked for their asylum hearing. This relieves pressure for border states.

What is in the border plan?

What's in the bipartisan Senate package to aid Ukraine, secure U.S. border - The Washington Post

1. More border agents (no new entry points)

2. Visas that can be approved at the entry points so they happen quicker. 

3. Quicker asylum hearings and a higher number of visas allowed.

4. A limit to how many can enter a day.

There are other things. But they clearly listened to me. Most people entering want to do it legally and just don't know how. This addresses that while addressing the undocumented, entry number, and criminal concerns. 

Thursday, December 21, 2023

"What is Grief if Not Love Persevering?" - Vision in Wandavision

 I haven't done a post in almost 3 months. The post I want to do, I was not allowed to do. Someone might be mad at me for this. But it can't wait anymore. 

Someone I love is dying of cancer. Enough people know where I feel like this is okay to finally write. They will take a piece of me with them when they go. 

I just keep thinking of this one quote from Vision (played in the MCU by Paul Belamy). He is an Avenger in the Marvel comics. In episode 8 of Wandavision on Disney+ he is talking about loss with Wanda Maximoff (the Scarlett Witch). 

Wanda lost her parents in an apartment bombing when she was 10. Then, as a young adult, became an Avenger with her twin brother, Pietro (aka. Quicksilver) in the movie "Age of Ultron". The scene is a memory of her time at the Avenger compound right after Pietro died in a battle with Ultron. 

Vision had been killed in a battle in the movie "Infinity Wars". She used her powers to bring him back in Wandavision. Vision tried to comfort her by saying, "what is grief if not love persevering?" Vision is highly philosophical and overall brilliant. See link to learn more about him. 

Vision (Marvel Cinematic Universe) - Wikipedia

"What is grief if not love persevering?" 

I hold that thought with me as this person has gone through various stages. There is nothing left to be done but relieve their pain. 

My loved ones are on the lookout for me. I get depression and yes, I am in it right now. No, I am not going to harm anyone but, I have had some strong mood swings. What's going in inside me this past year?

Turmoil - there really is no other way to word it. I can't picture life without this person. I can't piece together modifying things, but I have too. Already they sleep all of the time and can't do that much of what they used to be able to do. I have been attempting to adapt. 

Refusing to Pray - I am an Episcopalian that does believe God answers some prayers. I refuse to pray for this person. I have this gut instinct that isn't wrong about things like if someone is going to die and when. I want to keep my faith so I am refusing to pray for something that will never be answered. 

Sense of Unfairness - this person is a good religious person who has donated a lot of money and time to various charities. They are the very best of people. It's not fair that this person is being taken from us. A long life that isn't long enough. Unfair suffering for someone who didn't just attend church regularly but spent her life helping those who need it with everything they are. 

What do I want this person to know? I love them. I will do everything I can in my limited abilities to support those that they leave behind. I know those same people will be there for me. I will try to fill the void they are leaving. They are taking a piece of me with them. A big piece. This person has helped keep me stable. Luckily, others I love are trying to fill that place because they love me. 

"What is grief if not love persevering?" 

You don't get over a loss like this. You adapt. This person is still alive but weakening. My love for this person will persevere for eternity. But my grief will evolve to be sweet memories eventually. I will miss their smile, their laugh, their guidance. I will miss their hugs and everything else good about them. 

I bury myself in romance novels. A guaranteed happy ending which is why I started reading them to begin with. I am repurchasing my old ones on kindle little by little. Hiding in the stories. Forgetting the basics of my daily life. Dinners have been late and not what they should be. I forget to walk or even go outside even on nice days. Slowly, I am getting better at those things. Remembering to cook the right foods, walking at least a little each day. remembering it's been 3 months and I really need to do a blog post. 

"What is grief if not love persevering?" 

Vision is right, grief is love persevering. 

Friday, September 29, 2023

Election 2024 Vs. Election 2028

 For obvious reasons we are talking about the likely rematch next year between President Biden and FORMER President Trump. But what happens next year effects the 2028 election too. It's time we talk about that. 

Things are close but the bottom line when people step in the voting box is going to amount to this:

Vote Red Not Instead voters = Trump but much more of them will do it because they always vote republican and NOT because they think he's great. 

Vote Blue No Matter Who voters = Biden but they do it while thinking about Kamala Harris.

Swing voters = Most will be Biden. It's a close election simply with fewer swing voters then in the past. But they will be thinking about Trump's indictments, his election denialism, and his autocratic tendencies. That's going to be more then they can take. 

Opinion | Voting in primaries has vanished - The Washington Post

I read that article today. by  of the Washington Post.  Mostly extremists vote in the primaries and the "general election only" people are more likely to just stick to their party even if they hate the candidate. Most swing voters don't follow politics and vote for the sane option in the general election. 

"Only 68,000 voters, or 12 percent of the number who were eligible. We don’t have a House that represents voters because most voters don’t participate."

If Biden were progressive, it would be more of a toss-up. But Biden is very moderate and has passed a lot of things on a bi-partisan basis. All the MAGAs in the house are doing between the baseless impeachment inquiry and the shutdown is reminding voters that democrats are the ones willing to meet in the middle. In fact, the Senate signed sealed and delivered the house a bi-partisan stopgap bill that easily could have gotten house democrat AND moderate republican support, enough to pass. But McCarthy refused to bring it to a vote because of his MAGA crowd. 

So, Biden wins a second term. What about 2028? Trump will be 83 but still legally can run. What about the too old argument? That is only a problem when democrats are running. Democrats will also be in a jam. The last time the same party served for 12 years was Reagan and the elder Bush. In recent years most (except for Trump) serve two terms then the Presidency flips. 

But this might be the one situation where democrats can pull off that 12 year or more thing. It literally all comes down to the candidates. For democrats I see Sec. Pete Buttigieg as the nominee. He's the true heir apparent and will be well polished by then. His VP will be a moderate woman like Gretchen Whitmire. 

The wildcard is the republican nominee. If Trump loses this time, it's harder to claim TWO stolen elections. He's a loser and this proves that. So, he might run in 2028 but, is he the nominee? I don't think so. I think GOP primary voters will want a nominee that is NOT prone to elections getting stolen. The nominee is still likely to be a MAGA extremist crackpot. DeSantis will be out because all of his extreme laws get struck down at least partially by the courts. Josh Howley with Marjory Taylor Greene as the VP is the like GOP ticket. 

So, Sec. Buttigieg verses Sen. Howley. It's the same voter decisions and too many swing voters are tired of the MAGAs. I think we can do it. I also think if we do, THAT will be what turns the GOP moderate again. 


Wednesday, September 13, 2023

Update On My Book!

 My book is now in paperback and hard cover!


Paperback link but you can order any of the three types:

Feeding Family: From My Table To Yours: Schroeder, Fran, Schroeder, Zachary: 9798850239701: Amazon.com: Books


Hard cover link but you can also order all three types:

Feeding Family: From My Table To Yours: Schroeder, Fran, Schroeder, Zachary: 9798398614985: Amazon.com: Books


Kindle version but you can also order all three types:

Amazon.com: Feeding Family: From My Table To Yours eBook : Schroeder, Fran, Schroeder, Zachary: Kindle Store


MORE NEWS!

I am currently working on a crochet and knit pattern book. I don't know how it's going to go. I just started it this morning. But it's my collection of crochet and knit patterns that are for beginners and intermediates, look good, and are things you might use if you make them anyway. 

Sunday, September 03, 2023

High School Kid, Not Ready Mom

 Zach starts high school this week. I'm not ready. I was 16 when Josh and I met. Zach is 14. He'll be in the building we met in and possibly even in the classroom we met in. That's not why I'm not ready. I'm not ready for the dinners alone. 

For most couples, everyone is done with work and can eat dinner together. If the teenager is out, the parents eat just the two of them. If the teenager becomes a college kid away at school, the parents are still eating together each night. But Josh works from 9:30 am until just before 10:30 pm. Josh will eat the dinner leftovers when he gets home. But Zach and I are usually just the two of us for dinner. So, when Zach's out, I am alone. 

I am getting a taste of that. My parents have lately invited Zach for special dinners sometimes. I can't eat beef tacos or steak anymore. So, they invite him for some favorites he can't get at home. Of course, the steak makes him sick too. He is just in denial about that. A rare day alone here and there isn't so bad. But what happens when it's five days a week?

I get periods of depression. It's one of my many mental health concerns. How will I handle the loneliness? My original backup plan was to have another kid. I'm almost 43, I can still do it. Josh reminded me I almost bled to death when Zach was born and, the doctor warned him against me being pregnant again. How can I prevent depression when I'm going to be that lonely? Don't complain about your company forcing you back to the office. Josh never in any of his jobs had "work from home" as an option. 

The electives at Zach's new school are a democratic dream! Social Justice, Women's Studies, and a surprisingly long list of other things that would be labeled as "woke" and illegal in other states. I hadn't heard of some of them but feel they are great to offer. This is why New Jersey is simply the best! I know he'll be exposed to a lot of important educational topics. Real things that are important for life. 

He's talking more about what activities he wants to do. In July, my mom took him to the college where my mom, dad, and brother went. She knows an Architecture professor who gave them a private tour. Zach fell in love with the school. After that, Zach decided he wants to be an Architect and will look up recommended extra-curriculars from the college website when choosing what he wants to do the next four years after school and for electives. I am proud that he has his eyes on the long-term goals and how to reach them. I am also relieved because he says he plans to live at home if he goes there. 



He's getting too big too fast. He's also responsible, helpful, intelligent, handsome, and continues to be my literal dream child.  I can't live without him. He's going to partially abandon me some day. How much depends on the girl he falls in love with. I'm not ready to lose him. I am one year closer to probably the worst and longest depression episode of my life. I just don't know how many years I have left with him, 4? 8? 12? More? He's about to soar, I'm about to fall. This is going to be interesting to figure out our new life. At least I have some time until then. 

Wednesday, June 28, 2023

I Wrote A Book!

 Amazon.com: Feeding Family: From my table to yours, traditional and new recipes for all day, all year, holidays, and special diets eBook : Schroeder, Fran, Schroeder, Zachary: Kindle Store



Above is the link to the book I wrote and self-published. It's a cookbook called Feeding Family: From my table to yours, traditional and new recipes for all day, all year, holidays and special diets. I have been thinking about writing this since January. 

I have collected a lot of recipes over the years, modified in my notes so I can eat them. I have also created a lot of recipes too. When you have certain foods you can't eat, finding recipes can be difficult. As an example, I watched "Guys Grocery Games" and "Beat Bobby Flay" on the Food Network over the past two days. I wouldn't be able to eat anything that was made based on ingredients! 

So, I went ahead and wrote and published the cookbook. I have recipes for busy weeknights that are realistic. I've read a lot of cookbooks. When a professional chef writes a cookbook, their "weeknight easy", "quick meals", and anything else like that are forgetting the chopping time. They are also complicated and have a lot of ingredients. 

My book also has affordable meals, classic recipes, family recipes including Christmas cookie recipes. Zach took the pictures. He had a lot of fun with that. I have a chart in the back for measurements. It's for if you want to cut the recipes in half or double it. 

To get the fall pictures we went a whole week pretending it was fall. We pulled out the fall linens and make the regular meal plan for fall. In the back of the book are all of my seasonal meal plans. It also has baby food recipes. 

I am glad I did this. It's funny, recently someone read my blog post, "Me At 40". So, I re-read it. We still lived in the condo back then. I was certain I wouldn't have any more big, good things happen to me. I assumed to house and no career accomplishment. Yet, here a sit, just under 3 years later. In my house as a published author. I like to think of this as a hidden gem book. When someone stumbles across it, they enjoy the find and share it. Taking pride in being the one to discover this great cooking book. 

Friday, June 23, 2023

Now You See .......... End Of Sentence.

     So, I got glasses. Genetically, this could have gone both ways. My mom started needing glasses all day everyday as a teenager. My dad's story is closer to mine. When he was about 40, he was getting nervous. He had his eyes checked and the doctor told him. "You don't really need classes. But if you want them for reading get them off the CVS rack here's the lowest prescription they sell. To this day he only wears glasses for reading. He's 76. He might even still be using the same classes prescription as he started with. 

    I am 42. I hadn't gotten my eyes checked in decades but sometimes told me just to get checked. I'm 20/30. Nearsighted and only need them for driving. The doctor was on the fence about it. If I was under 40, he probably wouldn't have bothered. He made it clear the ONLY time I need them is when driving. 

    Zach has had glasses for a year. He is excited about them. I wore them driving him this morning for the first time and he said it felt safter. I first put them on and said, "I didn't think anything was blurry before but, I do see clearer." Zach laughed because that's exactly what he said when he first got his glasses. 

    When I was in school, the school nurse would do an eye test and always send me to an ophthalmologist just to be sure. After a few years, the ophthalmologist got confused. "Do you want glasses? Why do you keep coming?" Because the nurse told me to. 

    Zach and Josh have a great ophthalmologist. I feel comfortable with him and in his office. It was worth getting tested again. I am over 40, it's been a while, and I knew I would be comfortable. I also knew I was about my dad's age when he got glasses, so I figured it was worth it. 



Friday, June 09, 2023

Trump Indicted, Again!

Trump was just indicted .......again. This time it's federal. We all know what he did whether we admit it or not. When leaving the White House in January of 2021 he took a bunch of important files that he considered his with him. Problem, they belonged to the National Archives, not him. He acted like a big baby when they said they wanted them back and did all sorts of shady and illegal things to hold on to files that he wanted to keep and considered his but aren't. No, the FBI raid wasn't "robbery". It was "confiscating evidence" under a judge's warrant. 

So, before the special council who indicted him was selected, Trump got a judge he appointed to assign a "special master" to make sure the FBI only took and kept what was in the warrant. That was appealed and her opinion overturned. Trump's favorite legal tactic is to make any move possible to delay a trial. Not the move of an innocent person but, it's worked so far. Until now. 

That same judge, Aileen Cannon was now assigned to handle this indictment trial. I am under the personal assumption that Jack Smith, the special council, is already preparing the paperwork to appeal her ruling. Trump must be giddy, a republican jury and the favorable judge! 

Don't blow up the party balloons yet, dude. Because it's FLORIDA. As in, DeSantis's state. As in, those republican jury members are more likely to look at Trump as a DeSantis electoral roadblock and might not be as Trump-friendly as he hopes. As for Ailene, it's her career. If too many of her rulings are later overturned, she is officially as high as she's getting. Will she still be heavily Trump-friendly in hopes that he'll nominate her to the supreme court in a second term? Yes. But he's unelectable in a general election so her ruling will be overruled in an appeal ......again. Without using common sense like other Trump-appointed judges, she finds herself at the peak of her career now. 

Trump's ultimate goal is to get this to the supreme court with his 3 nominees. But some, even Brett Kavanaugh, have shown that they will rule against Trump. Actually, Kavanaugh has been slightly more moderate then given credit for! The evidence it too strong. In the end, he's getting charged with something. Probably not all of it. But definitely some of it. This is just going to take a while and many steps. 

How about the election? Democrats and Trump GOP opponents have tried to crack the "lose Trump support" code. Here's the thing, he's a celebrity. The Trump-loyal are really just fans of a celebrity. He's an actor who creates fantasy worlds. It's sort of like a movie. He tells them the story they want to hear. When others try to show him as the Thanos/Megatron villain he is, they decide that he's the hero. It's a cult-like brainwashing that can't be undone. Too many GOP opponents know it and that's why they are catering to those same fantasies. We can thank Putin for these voters. Trump is going to be the nominee in 2024 whether he resides in Mar-a-Lago or a penitentiary somewhere. 

He's not going to win in 2024 no matter President Biden's age. With Biden's kitchen table- bipartisan laws he's going to be seen as a safer option to the most people. It's going to be a low turnout election. 

The bottom line is Republicans and Democrats both have a wish list and Trump and President Biden are not on it. I personally find myself saying, "Buttigieg 2028!" He's the real heir-apparent, sorry Kamala. At the same time, Trump's indictment in Florida might prove to be the best thing for DeSantis' campaign. 

Tuesday, April 18, 2023

We Will No Longer Take Your Insurance

 We are on Medicaid. I'm generally not a "Medicaid for All" person. I'm a MODERATE Democrat. Insurance companies employ a lot of people. What happens to the economy when they lose their jobs because of the switch?

"But there will still be health insurance, they will still work."

Okay, some Medicaid 101 for you. Medicaid is actually already through big insurers. United Health Care is ours. Under the name United Community Plan. But it's a small part of their business because they are a business, they are in it for profits. The reduced income from this law change means layoffs. 

But I have been hearing "we will no longer take your insurance" or "No, we don't take United Community" a lot. You can argue that it's a Medicaid thing. I can counter that too, it's a United thing. We are in the process of switching to Horizon NJ. That's the Blue Cross version of Medicaid in NJ. Because a lot of places take that. We had the regular United years ago and doctors started to drop it. 

This is exactly why so many people support, "Medicaid for All". Hearing that sentence "We will no longer take your insurance". Right now, doctors can choose how greedy they want to be. High medical bills? These days, more new doctors work for bigger practices for a salary. Their salaries are not going up even if profits go up. Also, what about all those other professions with expensive degrees? That is a long-dead argument. 

Healthcare, as is everything, is about money. The more you have, the better the options you have. The less money you have, the fewer options you have. You also are more likely to get a Nurse Practitioner or Physician's Assistant on Medicaid. The ones with the extra level of education are uninterested in seeing you unless necessary. Almost no specialists take our insurance. Thank God for Atlantic Health! 

Last June, we heard that sentence from our regular doctor. They take Horizon NJ, not United Community. That's when I started reconsidering my views on "Medicaid for All". If they were required to take my insurance, there is a ton less stress going on. Choices for those on Medicaid? FINALLY!

My new doctor is generally good. But she's single practice and I have to go to LabCorp for blood work and CVS for vaccines and testing. I feel awkward in CVS and had a rough waiting room experience in LabCorp. With the plan switch, we will be returning to the old practice that we loved and can now walk to. They confirmed the only Medicaid they take is Horizon NJ. 

Why now? Because we love Zach's new pediatrician, and they said that sentence last week. "We will no longer be taking United as of the 30th". Luckily, Zach is all set with Horizon NJ. Josh and I are still pending. I think it's a co-pay thing.

My current opinion is this, "All doctors, specialists too, should be required to take all Medicaid. But private companies should be able to offer non-Medicaid options and the choice should be up to the patient. As a compromise there should be basics that all Medicaid coverage should have. Fewer referrals and better pay."

Let me explain that last one. Most doctors do take Horizon NJ but few take United Community. It's one thing to require Medicaid to be offered by all insurers and taken by all doctors. But there is a reason one company is taken and the other isn't. A couple of doctor receptionists think that Horizon both pays better and requires less referrals. So, make Horizon's way the law for what Medicaid has to be then it's more reasonable to require doctors to take it!  

Thursday, March 30, 2023

Trump Indicted: What Now?

 Manhattan District Attorney, Alvin Braggs just won round 1. A grand jury decided to indict Donald Trump. He said it was coming last Tuesday. Recent articles stated sometime in mid-April. I think the April date was a decoy. After Trump's antics the first time, Trump and his lawyers had to be left out until the last moment. No fundraising prematurely here! 

We've heard it a lot but here is the summary. Trump told Stormy Daniels he would get her on his show if she slept with him. I know that from articles from 2016. She slept with him. His "fixer", Michael Cohan, paid her with personal money right before the 2016 election to keep the affair secret. Later, Cohan did jail time for this. But Trump was president and sitting presidents don't do jail time. Trump paid Cohan back labeling the expense "legal fees". So, he violated campaign finance laws with the bribe and covered it up with falsifying records. A minor level felony. 

Personally, I don't think this is all Braggs has on Trump. He would need something that a Trump supporter can't innocently explain away. There is a bombshell in that file, I can sense it. This is too small a case to do this over. There is more. I await the unsealing of charges.

 But that is the interesting next part. Trump is at Mara-Largo in Florida. A normal person would quietly turn themselves in out of the public eye. But Trump thinks the law doesn't apply to him ever and likes the media attention. So, I'm guessing he goes on the run or tries to not be arrested. 

Private plane to a non-extradition country? He wants to be president again so, no. 

Will he not be home when they come? It might not come to that. First, Florida has to agree to extradite him to Manhattan. This could get tricky. But DeSantis gets "tough on crime" credentials by complying. He also gets a strong "I am Trump without the embarrassing legal stuff" credentials too. At the same time, refusing to extradite gets the notice of Trump supporters. The extradition part might prove to be a lot harder than it should be. Trump is counting on that. 

I can't imagine him being able to slip past his secret service agents anyway. But it is well documented that there are some Trump supporting secret service agents. What happens to them if they get in the way of his arrest? I assume they get fired. 

Yes, I think eventually there will be Trump on camera in handcuffs with his lawyers nearby looking embarrassed and frightened in the background. After all, you don't need facts on Fox news but, you very much need facts in the court room. Trump denying the affair with no proof it didn't happen screws them over completely! "There is no baby" will not fly with a judge. 

Trump made one tactically bad error screwing over another upcoming case. An argument his lawyers in the insurrection case are using is that he didn't INTEND to start the insurrection. If they tried the republican "tour group" argument in court the judge would very much not accept that argument. 

But a couple of weeks ago when Trump had his "getting arrested Tuesday" fundraising gambit he was quite blunt about what he wanted his supporters to do. You can't deny intention when the person is question is firmly proven to have done the same thing multiple times. That intention might make a big different in the charges brought in that case. 

What happens in trial? Finding an acceptable jury might prove challenging. Will it be a hung jury? Maybe. There is no way he will plead "guilty". This trial might be bigger than the OJ Simpson trial. One side has solid evidence. The other has verbal claims from a psychopath and 0 evident to back them up. Frankly, that might be Trump's best defense. Claim insanity and have a Psychiatrist sit on the stand and outright say, "yes, he is insane, psychotic, and delusional". Of course, Trump will never agree to even a psychological evaluation. The delusional denial again.